Im now starting to hate moms (all of them) that encourage fuck shit from other moms. my mom does not buy me clothes and this is from years of me giving the :-/ face. I dont like when people buy me clothes, no one knows me good enough for that. except for maybe my cousin corey.
anyway she went on vacation with some other people, an im sure they encouraged this. i think people try to push their mother/daughther shit this way. I HATE THAT SHIT! and you know how i know my mom knew she shouldnt have bought the stuff? how she gave it to me. she just set it on the chair.
because you know I HATE THAT SHIT! but nooo you were shopping with people who like to shop and really thought “this is something danielle would wear?” NO because I do not have one shirt that looks like this shirt. NOT ONE DAMN SHIRT.
i know im hard to love but im not a person you buy clothes for. if you dont know me you dont get why i buy what i buy. asking is too hard though. also anything i have asked her for, i never get. she always changes it to some fuck shit someone told her id like. the thing is anyone who really knew me wouldnt encourage that shit. they would say “she would want cash or a book” you dont know my interests.
you dont know my friends, you dont know what makes me happy. you dont listen when i talk. you dont get that im not like you. you dont get im not a christian. i hate being in denver because no one gets it and i hate these people. i try, i smile but we are not the same. at all.
so i encourage others to leave. to create boundaries because that woman who grew you never cut the cord an thinks she should be thinking for you. if you never leave, she will never see herself for the control heavy person she is. even then some arent strong enough to really to really be themselves for their parents. i use to be one but now i just dont feel its worth it.
no one is worth it.